Nowhere to go, nowhere to hide
My mind recoils in fear
I’m missing something
Something that I longed for
I find myself in that dark corner
The one I loathed to face
Remembering how it was without it
Facing the demon within
I feel stuck, I feel hollow
The missing place oozing
The sorrow seeping out
To only fall upon an abyss
I want to bleed out the pain
Make it go away into nothing
But it stays and torments
Laughing at me from it’s depths
I see myself in the mirror of Hell
The flames dancing beneath
Telling me it’s forever gone
Lose the hope, lose the dream
You’re in over your head
Covered in the ice of repent
Desire for what once was
The reality of what really is